And normally I'd sound a great deal more excited about that, and I did yesterday, when I first found out, except my mother has oh so politely informed me that SHE'S TOO MUCH OF A DUMBASS TO BE ABLE TO DRIVE TO FUCKING DOWNTOWN CHICAGO. Ireland may be too far away, and Stanford may be too far away, but now that god. damn. retarded. cunt. is claiming the city next door is...
I hate this. I don't know what that stupid bitch thinks she can expect from me, the spawn of a failed med student-cum-postal worker and some hypocritical twit who went to a community college and can't do anything right. She must've switched workplaces six different times in the past four years because she can't fucking get along with her goddamn co-workers. I can't stand the dipshits at school and you don't see me popping off to Hoffman or anything. And of course it must be because every single one of her co-workers are rotten, not because she's a brainless bitch with a stick up her ass. But the whole aggravation-in-the-workplace thing didn't stop her from trying to crawl back to one of her old bosses.
I'm pulling favors left and right just to be able to get things done. She isn't going to be at my fucking Gifted Expo, either, ignoring the fact that the entire purpose of the goddamn thing is for parents to trot along and see what it is their kids have been slaving over this past semester. Fuck it, I don't give a shit. She'd just do something stupid if she was there, anyway.
Hell with it. I'll take the goddamn train to Chicago. She's so fucking useless I can't stand it. It seems that all she does is get in my fucking way.
I'm going to see my counselor today and drop Physics for next year. I don't know what I'll do with the free time... Study hall just encourages me to be lazy, but it's saved my ass a couple times, too. I really should be getting the necessary classes out of the way, like consumer's ed. or health or some government class, but then I'd have nothing to do but English and Senior Survey senior year.
Shit, I don't know. I just don't fucking know anymore.